Desabafo...

I've had my share of fucked up relationships, moments, jobs and life situations.
Being a free spirit is not easy. Depending on anyone but yourself is even worse.

At this pint in my life I know I have nobody to watch over me but myself and I am haven't been doing a very good job.

Did I think it would be this way?
Of course not.

Was it what I dreamt of when I was a little girl?
Of course not.

Do I have any idea where I'll be living next year?
No way...

Am I worried?
A little bit.

Do I regret the choices I have made?
Never

Do I know what I want?
Hard to tell.

What's next for me now??? Career? Love life? Both? Keep travelling?

It is such a shame that where I come from, success is measured by WHAT one has in terms of material things and not in terms of experiences in life.

I feel out of place in this type of society and maybe that's the reason why I can't seem to find my inner peace here.

Do you wanna know when I am the happiest? When I am around travelling and experiencing life.
When I fall in love for an idea, a place, a guy... I can fall in love easily but somehow I can fall out of love as quickly too.

Have I ever experienced love? I guess I have but not by the ordinary ways...

Here's what I think:
Love is all we need
Love heals
Love hurts too
Love is what moves us forward and keep us alive
There is nothing sadder than not having love inside our hearts...

But for now I think I am in love with myself, finally
After 38 years I found comfort in being what I am, who I am
I know I am a wanderer, always looking for something I can't quite describe what it is
Anyhow, I came to peace with myself and I feel it is just a matter of time for something big to happen

I am aware I have some committment issues, it is difficult for me to settle down
Like I said, I had my share of fucked up relationships but they made me who I am
And I will never settle for less
I will never give myself less than what I know I deserve
I will not be with someone just for the sake of not being by myself
Because the love I now have for me is greater than anything even if people think the opposite

They don't know me
They can't judge me
I am my master
I am the owner of my destiny
And in God's grace I will rest my thoughts
Because he gave me this amazing chance in life
He gave me the world to see
Places to visit
languages to learn
People to meet and love

Always going forward....

Trend alert - red shoes!

Just read about this trend for the next Spring/Summer in Brazil - red shoes!

I saw this trend during my time in the US and posted here in July...

I love them - they make any outfitt look sexy.

A white T and a pair of jeans, just add a red high heel sandal and you are set!!

Incrivel, li hoje na Lancamentos que o vermelho estarah com tudo na nossa primavera/verao. E pelo que vi na minha temporada americana e jah havia postado aqui em julho, eh isso mesmo. Vi muito vermelho em modelitos maravilhosos!

Eu mesma amo um vermelho nos pes, eles fazem qualquer modelito virar sexy.

Mesmo que seja uma camiseta branca e um jenas... calce um saltao vermelho e voila!! Voce estah pronta - sexy e segura!!

Tom Ford is back!!

Que otima noticia para uma segunda chuvosa...

Li no style.com que o "rei" Ford apresentou uma maravilhosa colecao ontem em NYC.

Para maiores deatlhes, entrem no site do style.com... link abaixo

http://www.style.com/stylefile/2010/09/tom-ford-returns/

Isn't Ford the best??

Pink Spring

It's almost Spring in Brazil and I loved this pink wedge I saw in the States.
Am a wedge lover, everyone knows about it.

Take advantage of the sunny weekend ahead and liberate from your Winter shoes on fabulous wedges!!


Entao, estamos quase na primavera no Brasil e eu amei essa plataforma pink que vi nos States.
Todos sabem o quanto amo plataformas, neh? Sou apaixonada!

Vamos tirar proveito desse final de semasna ensolarado que promete e vamos nos libertar dos sapatos de inverno com plataformas maravilhosas... ou mesmo uma havaiana basica... pq nao??

I am loving being back to mny blog, missed it so much!!


Have you all a great weekend

Um otimo findi a todos

Fabs xoxo

Me and him

Don't you guys think it would be the perfect match??

Just a little something to make this Friday even more fun!!

Love

F x